Last week on Sunday, we lit a candle of hope to mark the beginning of advent season in the Catholic church calendar. The homily was beautiful unlike I had anticipated. I had walked into church feeling a bit tired and thought I’d fight sleep during mass but far from it, I enjoyed every moment.
This whole week indeed has been about hope for me and the truth is I sometimes think that my understanding of what hope is may be wrong. But then again, I saw a video of a Buddhist guru just on the same Sunday as I had attended mass, of him talking about letting go of everything. He challenged the audience he was addressing to try and accept all as is for only 24 hours. I decided to try this for as long as I could hold. This is not an easy thing to do as you can imagine. Especially when there are expectations held out to you or coming from you. Still, I did my best.
Hope now, in my humble opinion is, expecting good and not desiring it. Yes, this does not seem very obvious but simply put, hope is faith and peace. No fear or worry about what the future holds but belief in a good future nonetheless.
I am currently writing this after having accomplished something remarkable in my books. I have finished reading a book by Wangari Maathai titled Unbowed.
Many of those who know me, know that I do read but not quite often, so I am mighty proud of myself as you can fathom. The book has opened my mind to something in relation to what I intend to write about. It has taught me that we are all one race and we can work together regardless of our differences, but mostly that with hope, we can be persistent, brave and alive. Yes, alive. The late professor from my assessment, was a very well rounded person who never lost any part of herself in her journey of self definition. She was more present in whatever she did than aware of whatever she did. When there is an issue that needs solving, often times, we look at the whole solution required as something complex and impossible but then all it needs doing is starting somewhere. A biologist, with no training in forestry saw need for environmental saving and started a tree nursery. The beginning proved a challenge and she failed indeed but because she remained hopeful that she could do something, she persisted on with her idea.
Throughout her entire journey of struggle and triumph, she never once imagined of the reward rather than the result. The result of a better leadership and quality of livelihood for the people she sought to serve.
The current realities of today are grim and scary but the call to life is service to others through our talents and gifts. If we only live to amass wealth and live lavishly without care for others be they many or few, we forget to place value in our lives and remember to put a price tag instead.
I believe that we can all contribute to making the earth a little bit better a place for someone else to live in. We are all important for this cause.
Every single human being is needed for this change. We can end all the ills that grip us if only we see ourselves as equally of value and take accountability and responsibility for our actions and intentions. A world of a team. A team of the human race. Before then however, Wangari says Hope!